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i did not intend to break the glass
please stop hitting me
i lied for you and all i got was a beanie
i can‘t hear anything on my left ear
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édes macskám (mary lou)
00:49
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i still remember the first time i met you
stroking your hair, listening to your purring
please don‘t die
i‘d choose you over most humans anytime
i hope the operation works out fine
i hope you get more time than we were told
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i don‘t even have a real reason to stick to these plans.
i just want it to end.
and all that keeps me here, is the thought that you would suffer if i leave
and that i can‘t take.
and i don‘t want it to be such a melodramatic scene so please lets just sit here for a little longer til there is no other option than to leave.
i know more than anyone that i never gave it my all
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4. |
untitled
01:19
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absurd convictions of being an alpha
overpriveleged from birth,
never learned to listen
so violent
unable to upen up
always violent
hard as stone until the end
masculinity is a tragedy
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wipe out my memories
the loss will supposedly make me happy
what lies ahead struggles with my apathy
wipe my tears and try to find a way
that will possibly form while i wait
motionless in a place i‘ve never been before
it‘s our nature, i guess, but i can‘t relate
to all these new responsibilities i have to take
and i would rather just zip my mezzo mix and read some manga
but i will have to do what i really don‘t want
and i hate this here but what the future holds is even worse
i would rather spend my time with you
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lovers caught in monogamy forced into romantic culture.
and even the radical left wing* is still not able to handle sex in a healthy way
still the same old patriarchal hierarchies that we tried to escape.
still shaming sexual desires,even the ones that are widely spread**.
an obscure theory of ownership over a person due to affection, shared feelings and sex
when rapeculture is still present in circles that define themselves as proggressive
it shows just how little these variate from general society.
* the "even" that is put into that sentence is almost a joke as the majority of the radical left wing is backward on so many terrains.
** by "widely spread sexual desires" i mean desires like all this "kinky" stuff (bondage, rough sex, various bodypart fetishes, anal penetration, clothing fetishes etc.) which are widespread in the genreal population, just ignored.
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when your self-acclaimed critique is only a copy of what has been said by old white males a long time ago,
it‘s not criticism but awkward fandom at best.
when your struggle is one that you adopted from people who face oppression you just show much about your abscene of ever expiriencing being oppressed.
why don‘t you just choke on your arrogance
can‘t you just let the ones speak who you pretend to defend
an opinion on everything, but in the end you have nothing to say
complex speech, hiding your self centered bullshit
only read and discuss things that support your convictions
it‘s easy to put on an intellectual image
when it's hollow and there is nothing in it
if only one perticular kind of oppression is worth being fought
your political intentions are nothing but a sick joke.
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8. |
sell-fish
01:56
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it has always been hard for me to write lyrics for all my different musical projects without having this feeling of selfishness.
everything cirlced around my problems
put in obvious metaphors
trying to avoid any melodramatic lines
have i failed? i don‘t know,
but when my sadness comes kicking in
i don‘t want to write about being all alone
i have my reasons to be depressed
these lyrics aren‘t born of selfishness
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9. |
one
01:49
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just take it seriously when people tell you what you‘ve done wrong
and don‘t go all „i‘m sorry“ about it. becouse you are not.
it doesn‘t change anything when you are putting yourself down.
it just makes it harder to cope with you
it‘s always easy to be the victim. i know that becouse i‘ve been there as well.
start reflecting what you do and don‘t just toss it on your personality that you say you hate so much.
(personal mumbling)
your low self opinion is really a burden for all those near you.
isolate yourself and drift away further and further until you‘re on your own for real.
and i‘m aware that you possibly do have real issues
but i‘m not able to be constantly used as a comforter
and i would love for you to feel better
but you need real help, not mine.
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10. |
alexander du karpfen
01:48
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these crooked lines bring a smile to my face.
this is not just another shell, this is entertainment.
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11. |
headaches & tired feet
00:33
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my eyes are closing
i have never felt so warm
my knees hurt
i have never sat for so long
your scent gives me the creeps
i've never felt so warm
my eyes are closing
i have never felt so warm
my shins hurt
i have never sat for so long
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the eagle spoke: "cease the means of production"
what a beautiful meme but i still can't stop vomiting
shiny, shiny, smelly and grey.
a sunburst on a nintendo ds.
losing to my partner at mario cart.
wasting my time waiting for mangas to be released.
why is kentaro miura so slow at drawing berserk?
the signals are sent and i don't understand any of them.
how come that i never get stuff like this.
do you want me or not?
it's useles to try cathcing goldfish again.
they'll slip and slide through your fingers and die.
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