The First Three Releases

by Unable To Fully Embrace This Happiness

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compilation of put together of the first three releases by unable to fully embrace this happiness.

track 1 - 7 taken from the Pepi Rössler/Lora/Nausae split
track 8 - 9 taken from the Two Songs - EP
track 10 - 13 taken from the Enjoy Life To This - Commuovere/Eva Ras/Fei Lung/Te Lloraría un Puto Río - Split


released February 7, 2017




The Burden Of Reflecting Records Klagenfurt, Austria

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Track Name: i got beat up at the place hulk hogan recorded his stuff
i did not intend to break the glass
please stop hitting me
i lied for you and all i got was a beanie
i can‘t hear anything on my left ear
Track Name: édes macskám (mary lou)
i still remember the first time i met you
stroking your hair, listening to your purring
please don‘t die
i‘d choose you over most humans anytime
i hope the operation works out fine
i hope you get more time than we were told
Track Name: i'm ashamed that i wrote so cheesy teenage lyrics
i don‘t even have a real reason to stick to these plans.
i just want it to end.

and all that keeps me here, is the thought that you would suffer if i leave
and that i can‘t take.
and i don‘t want it to be such a melodramatic scene so please lets just sit here for a little longer til there is no other option than to leave.

i know more than anyone that i never gave it my all
Track Name: untitled
absurd convictions of being an alpha
overpriveleged from birth,
never learned to listen

so violent
unable to upen up
always violent
hard as stone until the end

masculinity is a tragedy
Track Name: my lifesaver is called spar express
wipe out my memories
the loss will supposedly make me happy
what lies ahead struggles with my apathy
wipe my tears and try to find a way
that will possibly form while i wait

motionless in a place i‘ve never been before
it‘s our nature, i guess, but i can‘t relate
to all these new responsibilities i have to take
and i would rather just zip my mezzo mix and read some manga
but i will have to do what i really don‘t want
and i hate this here but what the future holds is even worse
i would rather spend my time with you
Track Name: foucault hass justus wertmüller
lovers caught in monogamy forced into romantic culture.

and even the radical left wing* is still not able to handle sex in a healthy way

still the same old patriarchal hierarchies that we tried to escape.
still shaming sexual desires,even the ones that are widely spread**.

an obscure theory of ownership over a person due to affection, shared feelings and sex

when rapeculture is still present in circles that define themselves as proggressive
it shows just how little these variate from general society.

* the "even" that is put into that sentence is almost a joke as the majority of the radical left wing is backward on so many terrains.

** by "widely spread sexual desires" i mean desires like all this "kinky" stuff (bondage, rough sex, various bodypart fetishes, anal penetration, clothing fetishes etc.) which are widespread in the genreal population, just ignored.
Track Name: reading a whole library of dicitionaries only to understand one sentence isn't worth the effort
when your self-acclaimed critique is only a copy of what has been said by old white males a long time ago,
it‘s not criticism but awkward fandom at best.

when your struggle is one that you adopted from people who face oppression you just show much about your abscene of ever expiriencing being oppressed.

why don‘t you just choke on your arrogance
can‘t you just let the ones speak who you pretend to defend
an opinion on everything, but in the end you have nothing to say

complex speech, hiding your self centered bullshit
only read and discuss things that support your convictions
it‘s easy to put on an intellectual image
when it's hollow and there is nothing in it

if only one perticular kind of oppression is worth being fought
your political intentions are nothing but a sick joke.
Track Name: sell-fish
it has always been hard for me to write lyrics for all my different musical projects without having this feeling of selfishness.

everything cirlced around my problems
put in obvious metaphors
trying to avoid any melodramatic lines

have i failed? i don‘t know,
but when my sadness comes kicking in
i don‘t want to write about being all alone
i have my reasons to be depressed
these lyrics aren‘t born of selfishness
Track Name: one
just take it seriously when people tell you what you‘ve done wrong
and don‘t go all „i‘m sorry“ about it. becouse you are not.
it doesn‘t change anything when you are putting yourself down.
it just makes it harder to cope with you

it‘s always easy to be the victim. i know that becouse i‘ve been there as well.

start reflecting what you do and don‘t just toss it on your personality that you say you hate so much.

(personal mumbling)

your low self opinion is really a burden for all those near you.
isolate yourself and drift away further and further until you‘re on your own for real.

and i‘m aware that you possibly do have real issues
but i‘m not able to be constantly used as a comforter
and i would love for you to feel better
but you need real help, not mine.
Track Name: alexander du karpfen
these crooked lines bring a smile to my face.
this is not just another shell, this is entertainment.
Track Name: headaches & tired feet
my eyes are closing
i have never felt so warm
my knees hurt
i have never sat for so long

your scent gives me the creeps
i've never felt so warm

my eyes are closing
i have never felt so warm
my shins hurt
i have never sat for so long
Track Name: "my name is chrono and i ain't got no trigger"
the eagle spoke: "cease the means of production"
what a beautiful meme but i still can't stop vomiting

shiny, shiny, smelly and grey.
a sunburst on a nintendo ds.
losing to my partner at mario cart.
wasting my time waiting for mangas to be released.
why is kentaro miura so slow at drawing berserk?

the signals are sent and i don't understand any of them.
how come that i never get stuff like this.
do you want me or not?
it's useles to try cathcing goldfish again.
they'll slip and slide through your fingers and die.